I reflect back to remember that I just DID what I had to do, with a grateful heart and knew that God always had my back and had a plan for me.
I had learned some valuable things in those experiences.
I learned that sacrificing EVERY part of my being for other peoples happiness would NOT serve me in becoming who I truly am. I had to go deep into those places of my heart and mind (you know the parts you want to ignore?).
I reflected on what I was doing in the present and asked myself the hard question of, "Is this me and am I setting up my life to achieve all that I want and need to be happy and fulfilled?"
"The Wo-Man in the mirror" Moment.
I went through my mess, sorted it out and went where my heart called me even though it was scary at times not knowing what it would result in. I found my voice again, my independence and even some new friends (haha...)
TRUST yourself and live radically to do and be true to yourself and who You are meant to be!
To be continued...
